truth and consequences

Your heart knows you're not entirely happy with a certain situation or with your declared plan for dealing with it. Coming events will vindicate your viewpoint. Try not to worry about something already on the mend.
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Yesterday my soon to be 'x' husband asked me to meet him for lunch. I though meeting was unnecessary, but soon came to realise that he wanted to see as well as speak to me because he has a court order not to email me any threatening letters, so he has decided not to email me at all. Thus, having to meet.
Time is such an important elixer, and although I needed to vent my pains and I certainly did, I was also able to push past much of what I had been feeling, to listen to his suggestions to me.
He repeated the plans he has had for Canada, yet again, only this time, I really can affect him negatively if I decide that I just don't want to go. Yet, he would allow me to affect them, because he can go to Canada anyway. He doesn't need me to be able to go.
I sat in the restaurant and felt like I was having an out of body experience.He and I said so much, that all I can muster now is that we are now tentitvely on the road to a new 'relationship'. Not just for our child's sake, but for ours as well. Can we be friends? I don't know? I have never had such a contentious friend. However I will try, because I did like many things about him, and I prefer seeing him than being broadsided by his strategies.

moving on up

I have not written in quite sometime. So much has gone on. The decision to start this site was a very good one, and it really helped me considerably. I am now truely standing at a new doorway, with things to do that impact me first and only. It is both exciting and daunting at once, and I am ready to be much more creative in my life and in my work.