I have been looking at a sitcom on U-Tube lately called "The Game'. To my surprise I find it funny and very poignant too. At the moment, after the day I had yesterday, I am telling myelf again, and this time, I hope that it is really finally learnt...what I want to accomplish with my ex-husband is hopeless. We cannot communicate. Going out with him, thinking that it helps our child may be great on paper, but he has an agenda that does not include being nicer to me. He is only acting well because he still wants to manipulate me, and as of yesterday, he was right. I was falling for all of the niceness, when very easily out came the old him the moment that he could not get what he wanted.
I did manage to get something out of this experience though. I was able to come to terms with this much faster than ever before, and I concluded that what was achieved, I would live with and be satisfied for whatever it was worth.