Today, an exchange between my parents and myself led me to see how much living with a domineering person and then in this instance, multiplied by two, can be so exhausting. I used to think that I could manage this and it not affect me too much. But sometimes it gets to be too much.
The attitude is to talk at you and to hammer home their opinion and completely ignore, downplay or insult your point of view.
This behavior always gets me to a place where I ask again, what the hell am I doing here? Why am I still here?
I am still with them because of the decision that I have made towards years end.
Although I can say already that it is a closely cut decision that may not go as I expect.
What is this decision? I have an obligation abroad and I have to be in the country by a certain time.
The challenge of being away then is twofold, first of all having to leave my little one behind is not something that I want to consider and the other part has to do with hitting the ground running.
Yet,I also feel that doing something different is important for me now, because the present circumstances are such that they have now painted me into a corner where not moving is not an option.
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