Valentine

I have not written in awhile. I actually have nothing pressing to write, but I just wanted to come to this blog this afternoon. Of late I have been listening more to the silence. I have read some great books on spirituality, and I am just going with the flow.
One of the things that I have started to do, is to get more acquainted with my feelings about things that I probably no longer really articulate. For example, over the years I have written a million lists on the type of home I want. But now, my contemplations are about actually being in a space right now, actually focused on how it feels to have the things I believe I need and want. So it is actually less about collecting things, although it can be. It is about acquainting myself again with anything that helps me to see that I have plans, focus and just love inside me, for me.
It all probably sounds kinda silly the way that I am putting it across, but it is working well for me.

When I was much younger and did not know what life could be like, I used to speculate on the things I wanted to experience. I still do, but they seem to be things that I do not set in motion.
This year, I want to change that.

I am doing this from simple things...like, I need to buy myself some perfume and I also need a whole new supply of underwear  which includes nighties. To the bigger things,.for example, although I have worried about money in the past, I have planned on putting some money aside every time I get paid. This money shall go into some form of savings. No matter how small it may seem. I am starting to do this again.

Saying these things just feel great. I feel good about moving forward in this manner.