New perspectives

When I travelled this year, I again became conscious about well being. This time, I experienced people around me being very cavalier about their travels and plans to travel...and their successes. I sat amidst all of this chatter and saw very plainly how much I wanted to know when I can get like that, and also how far I had come. The irony is that as a child I spoke like they did. My adult experiences have curtailed me. But no more. I am working on moving past all that is configured to keep me back. This conscious working is making me feel off balanced, but I am not losing focus. Being in the bosun of all that success and well being was so good. It reminded me of who I was. It said to me,ok, so what are you doing for yourself now? I still feel that it may take a leap. I am not sure how it will happen. What I do know is that I shall be working, so in doing so, where I see myself going, shall happen.