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My nieces are here, and I have been working with the younger one who has been diagnosed with Autism. Instinctively, I have been working with her, and discovering that many of the things I do, are done by professionals trained to deal with children like herself! Waw! Ok. But, the thing is, tonight, I find that what I am teaching her, also has rubbed off a little bit on me. Tonight, I have been doing some work for my mother, and talking to my niece in between, and something remarkable for me happened... I began to focus away from my usual litany of thoughts of why this didn't work out or that seems to be the worst thing...to just allowing a flow...allowing thoughts of what I do want to feel without the analysis. That is a big deal to me. I think it happened because of the fact that my mind was working at two different things almost at once, so the usual banter could not dominate.! Whatever it was, I am damn grateful. Lol.