I am so happy to report that I am up to my elbows in the work I enyoy. While working, so much has gone on this week. My mother and I saw a Lawyer about Dad's Will. I have never dealt with probating before and it presented to me the reality that preparations for the end of your life isn't morbid, but necessary. I think that people getting married should really have tha talk about that. When I was married, we did have a very shallow conversation, but we did have it. I have been projecting the things that I want to achieve, specifically as I did something for the non Carnival season that has been promoted by a literary online magazine. I also have a symposium in a few days that I have been invited to be part of. It is actually one of two. So this shows that I have hit the ground running with so much to focus on in the best way. I am also looking forward to the second phase of work with the Ceramic Artist. All of this is such a balm to me, I do not know how else to describe it. I need it the way we all need to breath. I have been adjusting to so many changes that have been coming at me, and every day I have moments of insecurity. It is so helpful to have something else to focus on and to place ones projected thoughts toward. My friendship with myself has been so enjoyable too. Listening to how I talk to myself has improved ever since my break with my friend. It was definately needed. I would state right now that I am coming to a place where I am asking myself what are my intentions to myself, my child and my family and beyond for the next few weeks, months, year and years ahead. What can I do now? I also am coming to terms with appreciatingmyself more at this very second. All of the bereavement we have gone through, the fragility of our lives has made me very aware of time being extremely precious. I am looking forward to looking forward.