Thursday, October 6, 2022

Virtual world

I have commiserated for several years now how to move forward with a business plan that to me was all over the place. I had so many stops and starts, doubts, fears and absolute dis-illusion that I am impressed with myself that I am still at it. Today we are on orange alert weather watch, so the day is one where spending real time with self is the only thing to do and the most worthy thing at that. I am always on the look out for clues toward my goal. Todayone came in the calmest way possible. I was sitting in the lotus position thinking about an assignment I am setting out to do in about twelve to fifteen days. In considering how I am going to put it together, I began to think about the ogange alert and having to do things virtually. I considered also, what do I have at my disposal? What can I do now? I can see. I visiualize strongly and I can be very steady. I have also written many times that when I feel confident I would like it to stay with me for a very long time. I think that I finally know how to handle that. It means when I have anxious moments that I notice that I am feeling that way and that I am NOT my anxiety. These feelings are so satisfying.

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