Looking up

The whole visa thing is still in play, but things are getting better. I have learned a lot from the experience. For one thing I was put in a position where I just could not stay in frustration.I had to find other things to focus on because I was feeling really overwhelmed and it seemed as though I was just wallowing in the worst feelings. When I did that, not only was I less oppressed, but I saw how quickly the shift helped me be more productive. I appreciate that.I had a moment where just as one would experience rain falling on only half of a place, that is closest to what it seemed to be. I may not always be able to shift quickly, but I think that that I shall be able to do it, and I believe also that that is what Buddhists and meditation and spirituality is all about.