up and down to be up again

So much has gone on since I last wrote. I got to the island on the 8th, and everything was topsy turvey for me. I stayed on after the deadline set to leave, I saw a lawyer, I have had ups and downs with my husband.It has been very eventful and it is still not completely resolved. Within all of this, I find myself remembering with clarity better times and wondering when I shall feel them again. I have felt exhausted by the experience, and this has been proven by my sleep. But in all of this, feeling sorry for myself is not an option. This situatin has to find an amicable ending.