Once more from Canada

There may be plenty to feel uncomfortable about. The sky insists you have a chance to escape playing a part in an old drama that keeps going 'round on the same old emotional treadmill. A constructive change has already begun.
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I just thought that I would read what my sign said for today. If I didn't know better, I would say that this person were tailor making these snippets just for me.
I got a beautiful send off from Stephen and Ash, the owner of the college where I studied also sent me the kindest note. i was touched.
My time here has been much better than I could have foreseen.
I have learnt that everything is up to me. I can make 'it' if I try. I have felt more loved than alone. Missing my little one has been very hard and it has not been helped by the wrangling between my husband and myself. But, apart from that, I came here with an open mind, and I shall return with an open mind. I shall return. There is so much that i can do, that I do not feel discouraged. My education has been a big deal, and I plan to continue to learn. The beauty of the end of the year is that it always encourages a sense of looking foward.

A sense of looking forward is always an optimistic feeling.

I shall leave tonight with my heart quite full of all that I have experienced here, and I am greatful for everything that I have felt and done for 2007. I faced more challenges from 2006. But I now walk on knowing that challenges are just that, creative puzzles that enter your path. There is no wrong way, only ways. People in your life may see them as such, they shall come and go. You will face decisions and choices that give you pause. It is important to remember that life is about learning, having grace and a sense of the much bigger picture.
Ever since I started this blog, one of the things that stick out for me, is something I wrote about a month ago, about my husband and I standing at either ends of something we cannot see. That was very helpful somehow. it made me see that I was not hopeless or alone, or weak. Somehow the thought was comforting to know that what we stand in is beauty.