I have not written in quite some time.Things have settled down, and we are now officially divorced. It is strange, but now that that is the case, he wants to talk and wants to be rational. It seems that marriage was preventing him from seeing straight. I am a bit resentful that he could not see all of these very obvious signs before all of this happened? But that is just the way that it is! Say la vei.
It is a strange feeling to now have to develop another type of relationship with him. But I am determined to do so, as the person I was when we married, was always concerned about his feelings and not upsetting him with things that would make him unhappy.
Not being married anymore means that I really don't have to have that concern. I can forge what I want to see.
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