Sometimes what you ask, is not the question...

It sounds convoluted, but today felt like such a day for me. It was another court date,and I felt that my time was being wasted. I was so upset that something changed in me. The level of impatience and disregard for the entire situation came to the fore. It was good that I was not required to speak, because I would have had some choice words and stormed out. I am upset because the matter is still going on, when I had hoped that it would have ended today.
I however have decided that it has ended for me. Although it has not, mentally, I am now looking at ways that My life can go on without this nonesense looming over my head!