what would Hermione do?

...so I am flirting with someone I shouldn't flirt with. He's committed, but on the way out...he says. Of course the right thing is to say see you later.

But I flirt nonetheless, I flirt because it is fun. I flirt because the feelings are mutual and just the right combination of no but yes.

I feel slightly guilty, but I want to fully embrace his back story. That sort of makes it ok.

But who am I kidding?

I know and I have said and he has even said, that this thing is something that makes his will weak.

I would not admit o that, but I now wonder about this here?

Akrasia?

Weakness of the will?

Akrasia?

I have my limits, my boundaries.

I know that there are so many women because I was one, who would actually be gald to know that they could skip the whole obligation. We go through such periods.

However, I also think that if he is honest, he should be completely open with her.

But then what?

Do I really want something more?



It has been very easy so far, because it has just been so very flirty.



But I must confront myself.

Calling myself names, playing Catholic guilt? Get off the neither here nor there cross.

I know all that.

But I still flirt?

Gad, am I addicted?
......until..