Though you are keen to take decisive action on an important matter, the key to success involves approaching your next challenge with quiet confidence, not noisy nervousness. With the right frame of mind, you'll win.
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I keep saying that somehow this information that I keep getting is uncanny. I can see how people get hooked on it.
I have decided to return to the apartment. It is a big change for me, as I have not spent any time there at all. But it is the right move to make.
I am actually very excited about the move.
It shall send a very clear message to all concerned, and be the jolt that I need to take to go forward with my little one. Once I move, I have to start looking for work in earnest (and I have already begun to do that) and I have to get a car.
That may take some doing. I have never had a car, and I don't even know how to fill one with gas! I have so many things to learn this year that I feel like a twenty- one year old with a child. The great thing is that, it will feel like an adventure, and when things feel that way, you are more interested in enjoying the experience and being present within it, instead of constantly judging your own performance and rating yourself as lacking.