I think I got it! By Jove

Another day goes by and as I grow away from the tantrum of Saturday, I realise what I was doing. I know that i was venting, but what did it say about me? I was behaving like a child? I wanted to blame someone for how I was feeling.

Now that I am single again, I realise that when I feel a certain way, I literally have no one to bounce my feeling off of. So naturally, the sound reverberates around me and I am faced with it head on.

What I am doing is simply, "Growing Up!"

Every time that I vent as I have, i am saying that I do not feel in control of my world. I feel unsure about relying on myself.

I would say that that is pretty big growthwise!

When I finally stand in my truth and know that I am all that I need...as I move towards the things that I do want, well, then I will find the need to vent as I have, much less, or at least I will be able to see it for what it is and nip it in the bud.