Here's the thing...

Another court matter looms. It is the same argument going on now for five, maybe six years. I felt a bit stressed about it tonight, although I have been doing whatever I could to be not just optimistic, but to reverse the matter in my thoughts. I felt that sense of concern crep up on me like a cold hand. But I was able to look at the feeling squarely. First, acknowledging that to feel a bit overwhelmed and upset is only normal. Then, to look beyond the moment to a place that is neutral and then focus onto things that are working for me,is what I chose to do. Writing now, a bit if both feelings are being straddled. I am tired, and a good night sleep is what I need now. I shall be ( right as rain ) I feel conscious that a solution shall present itself that shall work in my favor. This shall pass and be replaced by harmony in my life.