The world as it stands

What a revelation I have received this week. I have found myself in court, representing myself and seeing the underbelly of the system. Everything about the world at this moment in my mind is upside down.having to find myself in the system has done nothing but aggravate and disappoint me. In the last few years, every form of " upper educated" professional in my country has proven to be a complete waste of time. I am so underwhelmed by it all, and I see no way out. I am not completely discontent though, and that is a miracle. The reason that I am not completely feeling defeat, is because I am standing inside it all, confidant in myself. I know that I am not crazy and that this too shall come to an end. I have my profession to fall back on, and I am so very grateful for it, because through it, I am able to make sense of the nonsense. I have friends who have come forward in my life and shown me that I can trust again, and most of all, I have me.