Wants, wants and needs

My child wanted to hang out with her cousin, so I let her, although it's a school night. I think that bonding is important. When she is a teenager, she will be close to that cousin when she might feel that she cannot talk to me. Life flies by. Each decade brings with it so many variables. Yet one must endeavor to embrace it all. Two people I know have already achieved their goals for the year. I was thinking about my own bucket list. I don't even remember some of the things I set out to do. I love lists, but now, I hesitate. I have made so many over the years....I shall indulge myself nonetheless. . . . . . 1. A week at a Caribbean hotel where massage, sauna and hot tub are available. 2. A catamaran adventure for ten days to The Grenadines. 3. Naked swimming. 4. Beach house with private chef. 5. Fresh flowers all over the house. 6. Two weeks of nothing but the healthiest meals and drinks possible...with yoga and meditative music and great company. 7. No financial concerns to think about. 8. A dinner on the beach with friends with a fresh catch of fish and great wine. 9. An indoor swing and daybed swing with lots of comfy pillows. 10. A bath under a natural waterfall. 11. Lazy, beautiful days without a care in the world. 12. Excellent companionship. 13. Lots of laughs and exceptional conversations. 14. Beautiful crafted items designed just for me. 15. I am a muse to many. 16. My own signature fragrance. 17. My style...distinctive, elegant, sensual, playful and always impeccable. 18. Beautiful books, journals, art, furniture, Crystal, linens... 19. Travel, travel, travel 20. All of this happening.