THEN, yuh done know

That is a well known slang in my country. It makes people laugh, and its very apt. Everything is so correct when you slow things down and decide to really take a look at what experience teaches you. I also suppose that the elementary nature of knowing is necessary to get the child mind as it ages, to the place where, like walking, you can eventually do icon your own steam. But first you have to be willing to explode the box. I asked one of my friends recently how is she certain that her gut is always right? I'm not as confident about that as she is, thus the question. But now, I am going to be more mindful of what my gut says to me. Lol.Clearly I use it. But I am just not as conscious, I suppose. I asked because I really wondered about my instincts at one point this year. Had I sprained or blunted mine? When I checked with other things, I am on point, so... I really liked my last entry. It spoke volumes about where I actually want to go. Opening up my horizons, not limiting myself has felt so very good, and continue to feel good. Thank god for small mercies. I got here by tapping into what L O V E brought out of me. SO how can I be mad? I know that it opened up so much that I long to keep...and it is all inside of me and I am constantly glimpsing and being buoyed by it. But somehow it didn't seem that way. I mistook it for being outside of me. I give everything. I make the effort to feel joy, enthusiasm...whatever it takes, because I acknowledge that every day is to be appreciated.