Thursday, February 23, 2023

There has been lots and lots of writing about so many plans for so many things. Some started, some incomplete and of course some never realized beyong the page.I am so happy that I have come to embrace the process and to stop wigging out about what cannot be finished. I read somewhere recently that we are not meant to finish everything we want to do, and that was a relief for sure. I cannot begin to write what a pleasure it is to plan and plot and start, stop, start, work, work work and see results and get the results acknowledged and get more things to work on and to feel like your having the most exquisite meal because it fills your soul so very much. Today as I was out and about I dared to consider this being my work from now on...work where my hours that I cling to as creative time is monetarily spoken for...meaning, my time that is my own happens because it is mine to spend without worry about anything at all.Again, I marvel because I am actually within this plan right now.I say more please to shows being asked of me to do....of projects where people say they want it by such and such date and I am just vibing, going from one amazing project to the next and everything that has to be paid for and invested and used to help family and myself are all just falling into place.I say, ahhhhhhhhhhhhh....what a joy to me......what a delight to follow that thought.

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