and another thing...

At the very least, life is interesting. I have become uber aware of life happening around me, me happening to life and the vague understanding of the universe's unparalleled complexity amidst it all. This day is happening and it shall pass, and in all of the minutia that one has to do, you know that as long as you are alive you can expect to be doing a number of these things. These things help you confirm to yourself that you have some authority over your world. Little things like making your bed, getting breakfast, combing your hair. It is quite remarkable. Everything, everywhere all at Once the Oscar winning film is something that I must see again for the wonderful vision of the story and cinematography. You can feel that way about the world if you let go of expectations. Its trippy, existential wierdness was for want of a better word...groovy. When everything goes wrong and your back is against the wall,your fragile world is broken apart...IT JUST IS WHAT IT IS. All of those guarantees you give yourself of repetition, or lucky numbers or instinct...then you wind up...HERE. Can you give yourself the gift of knowing that your still a miracle happening/