Part of me felt that I should not write this post to put any energy into the call that I got today. But my phone isn't ringing loudly, so I never heard the call, so he left a message.
He's back. I knew that he would be, but I had also hoped that he would stick it out in the place that he broke apart everything he alledgedly believed in, to chase a vague dream.
Now he is back and expects that things shall be as they were before he left three months ago.
Oddly enough my little one and I discussed him last night. I had a strange feeling that he was nearby, and I said a little prayer. Actually as I write this, I think that I should begin to teach my little one to pray. It is just a calming thing to learn.
He sounded no different than he did before he left, much to my disappointment. But the good thing with this call, is that it shows me my continued growth. I am not moved by his call, I have my next and future moves in place, and that is very uplifting to me.