I used to..

I created this blog with the intention of writing an online private diary. When I did it, I knew that it could be seen by the random viewer and I decided that in a way it was a compromise that I could live with. However, now I am finding myself hesitating to write my deepest feelings here and this bothers me. This is not what was supposed to happen here.I really need somewhere to acknowledge all of my insecurities, missteps, dirty little secrets and other neurosies. Now I feel like I have to pick and choose what I write because it may somehow compromise my anonymity, and that sucks big time. I want to experience and know all the facets of me, the good and the not so good. So I am going to try to move past this situation and keep to my initial intention, no matter what.