Two in the morning

I have been dealt a blow, and I have to decide what shall happen next. My ex husband has caused so much damage, and keeps smelling like a rose. Yesterday I had to sit and watch someone take his side and tell me some unsubstantiated things against me, trying to couch them as blameless. It was so absurd. I feel as though women keep dealing me blows. The judge is a woman, his lawyer is a woman. This person is a woman, and none of these people seem to see him as I do, no matter how many emails I show them, or texts, or statements I make about his verbal abuse...it is as though I should see that behaviour as normal and stop harping on it. I did not plan to write, but the way I have been treated woke me straight out of my bed. I am unsettled. I want to be optimistic, but it seems that this bitter experience over-rides everything else. I shudder to think how people feel, who are mis-understood, mis-diagnosed and mis-handled in their cases, whether it be health, work or what I am going through.