pioneering spirit

My work schedule has reduced as I wanted it to. Now I have the time to plot and plan doing the other work that will liberate me from the challenges I have faced for nearly a decade. It has been so difficult, and this new plan of mine has not been vetted, apart from my desire to make it happen, and I believe that that is all I need right now. I had a lovely eureka moment today as I was reading some really good articles on a number of subjects. I realized that one of my projects is already underway, I was just not thinking about it that way. That was a nice surprise to me. Then, this afternoon, I read some helpful things about my plans, and that gave me the needed adrenaline push, and now, I am here. My thoughts are that I will create a project from scratch. I am writing this, and thinking it through with no prior direction per say...I would register the name, I would do all of the preparations for the development of the project...I will source one or two people to help sell the product and then offer the whole thing for rent and/or sale. I have no idea how a small part of it will actually work out, but this is the thought, and I feel very good about it. I had an idea in the vein of this gosh, twenty five years ago. I even had my own family behind it, but somehow it never got off the ground. What I am very happy about as I write this now, is that much of the things that would have made writing this seem defeatist, is no longer the way I think about my ideas. In the past I would write this, and then after putting this computer away, I would get fixated on all of the things that could go wrong. Or I would remember many of the other ideas I have had and look at them from a place of disappointment in how far, or not far they got. I don't have time to think like that anymore. Whatever I need to know about this idea, I will do, and learn and make happen, and I shall write about it here, because I am my biggest fan. I have made my first step, here, tonight, and I am going to succeed and moreso, wonder how I ever talked myself out of my greatness that I have always had inside me.