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So, after having a really positive outlook on life, it seemed to me that negative things just kept pounding me. Eventually I found that I only expected the worst. It takes an awful lot to be able to see the best when the proof always appears to be the opposite. I felt very skittish and distrustful of anything good happening for me.However, I have had a few things that have always worked in my favor. I have always had my tenacity, humor and creativity. I would say that that is a lot! Despite how I have felt, I see that I inspire people around me. I have been waiting to have what I believe should be some worldwide plan of action that should plow me to the top of the world.In fact, recently, I have noted that one or two things have come about and I have said to myself that I can get behind that and put out all of the stops...but then I have to pull back because they turn into lame ducks. My answer to myself today is that I should and I will make my daily life one triumphant move at a time because life is a miracle. What my friend talked with me about is the knowledge that I am not incapable of changing my situation, no matter how bleak it may appear. I can take my matter in hand and using the force of my will and ability to maneuver, I can turn things around.