October. Where did the time go?I had my moments. Jeez! I cannot deny that I have found some comfort in not worrying about what I am wearing or/and all the other activities that go with leaving home every day. Missing my dad absolutely every day in different degrees of sadness. Doing my usual obsessive research and creation of yet another site or project and way to create a job for myself. I have gone back to Linkedin,started a Fiverr account (didn't continue) a Patreon account (then decided it also wasn't for me. I looked into an NFT Art Site that went belly up. Took money out of my only mutual fund to put on a sliver of Bitcoin and Etherium and then somehow couldn't get the money to clear and then when it did I had to spend it on something more pressing. Talk about the ironies of life. I had wanted to buy Bitcoin in its early days and hesitated only because of the dark web implications and my sister who lives in New York dragged her feet and didn't see what I was talking about. O well. But the year has also been filled with discoveries for me and new beginnings in my field in terms of where I want to go. I am still excited and optimistic and scared and exilerated at the same time. So, there is that. Lol.