time

Being on a steady diet of optimism has always felt challenging. The mind slips back effortlessly into doubt. However, when you use a muscle over and over again, it becomes stronger and more resiliant. One must just keep the faith and the constancy. Today I was doing what I love at about a quarter to twelve. I thought about the freedom to do what I am doing. I am not beholden to the 'work' clock of my other profession at this time. My time now is more flexible and although much longer, it is also done on my own terms, and it prickled my skin for a nanosecond. I marvelled at it. It is not to say that I am doing anything new. I am just actually calling out and noticing anew things that I took for granted and that is remarkable in its simplicity to me.