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On that last note...my consciousness is giving me something to play with while it does its thing...takes me to Kinetic Symphony on U-Tube where the narrator does his best to bring some sort of meaning to the random things many of us cannot explain away. My consciousness is something I think I never have really delved into. Apart from when things have gone so weirdly that I put out an off handed questioning of what the hell is going on? Or why did I say or do whatever it was? Or why am I having to experience this...or some variation that goes counter to me minding my own business. If my consciousness is what I think it is, then it is huge. It may be bigger than the planet and even this solar system btw. So what does it get up to? Well for sure it isn't interested in my hurt toe. It isn't into minutia. It has seen it all. Everything. it has already seen ALL, ALL. So how do I deal with this immensely powerful thing? It isn't a thing for starters. It has no form so that means no ending. It isn't catering to me. Yet it is loving, kind and NOT a gender and has no agenda. Lol Consciousness is like sky with clouds moving about but never raining, never producing anything of discomfort. It is being...of which my being is also being. ................................................................................................................................................................................................................ his reminds me of my daughter telling me when she was younger that we are not 'here' to do 'anything.' There is something really interesting about that statement. I sit with it sometimes. WE ARE NOT HERE TO DO ANYTHING. It can mean so many things including exactly what it says. Hmmmm. .......................................................consciousness sees me like we see a tree's leaves blowing in the wind. Is it the wind or is it the leaves? I give it meaning, Consciousness gives both the tree and the air the right.....................................................................................................................................