I am on the verge of something new. Prior to this experience, I had other encounters that I wrote about at length on these pages. Yet, somehow, this feels as though those were nowhere close to what I feel now. In a way, this is accurate because, I never really looked at any of those things as certain. They were speculative at best, and they held me in a limbo. I have been in such a limbo for so very long that I almost do not know how to interpret this new experience. However, I know that I have some fight in me. I am not about to let insecurity steal my chance at achieving the things that I have bent my own ear back about wanting so badly. I believe that I can do this now because of all of the work that I did in 2017. From taking a dance class after wanting to do so for endless years, to realizing that I could not go back to business as usual. In fact, not going back to business as usual is what this entry is about. The usual is just not in the cards in 2018. Driving is on my agenda. Whittling down my major debt this year, which I see on the horizon. Then there are the cosmetic issues that I have to deal with and the document filling with my sister to see to. I have some other things to complete. Also, I have to shift over some of my investments to a new account that I expect to yield better results.All of that is in my sights. Everything will get done and I use my discipline with my exercising as my guide. I train even when it rains. So I got this! The sense of accomplishment and the reward that I see after is so addictive. I love to see the outcome of all of the hard work. Love it!!!