So many beautiful, stimulating thoughts cross my mind.For once, harboring negative feelings as the dominant ones are not the constant. How it happened still amazes me. It is accurate to write that like everything else in ones life, if you want to change, you have to work at it. I am now thinking more proactively about ways to reward efforts that I make, and I don't mean with things that are physical. I mean with things like, a checklist of accomplishments. Or by adding another level of ways to do even better. It may seem like something that everyone did in primary school. I am doing this now. Lol.