some thoughts on decisions

The issue that happened last week with my daughter has led me to consider something that I am about to discuss. You make decisions in life every moment of the day. Some are so unconsequential to you that they are quickly forgotten once you act. Others are life changing. I realised last week that the continued issues that I have with my ex-husband is a product of our decisions, all small, medium and large ones made over the shawl of time. Naturally I still react to the responses of the past. What I gather now is the reaction NOW to my future. Our daughter is getting older, and neither she nor I shall be tetherred to her father in any way. The only relationship is one of discomfort that passes as quickly as it begins. I do not have to live in misery. What I want to do from now on is write about my plans for myself and for her from now on.