one more thing

after all of that griping, there is a sense of resiliance. There are no guarantees. I am proof of that. But also, there are no endings as long as you decide to change the story, the game, the thinking...whatever you want to call it. At my age, I can look back and remember what I was thinking when I was starting out. I can see how I put my footing. How I dealt with failure aplenty. I cannot then say that that is all that I am if I am truthful. I am way more than a one act. I feel down today and I will feel down again. But guess what, even within the down the up is always somewhere close.