now that I know...

Now that I know that it is all about me, this look at my old flame and wondering about my own choices, I now ask myself, so, now that you know that the dissatisfaction is within, what am I going to do about it?
Change things.
I have to go back to Canada in the next few weeks, or at least before August. I am thinking about the things that I would like to accomplish this time around.
I would like to see parts of the country that I have only read about, and I also plan on doing a bit of online research to know what to expect and to make further plans. I look upon the whole Canada thing as an adventure, and I am very open about it. I don't know what the possibilities can be. But I am very optimistic about it.
Getting work and having money and savings shall go a long way to making me feel better about my life and myself. Not having money, having to rely on the chosen moments of kndness of my family has grown quite stale.
I am divorced now, and I have had the year of wondering what to do next and the looking in on myself and looking at where I need to be and to go. So now it is time to act, whether I have things in place or not.