On another note

Although things are better with my ex-husband,I find sometimes that I feel the obvious distance between us that divorce has caused. I know that I am made aware of it. It is something that I must simply work through.
We went out with our little one this afternoon, and I felt the old family closeness though, and it made me think again of the proposition that he has put to me.
You never know what life will throw at you, what you do know is that the tables can literally turn at the most unexpected moment sometimes, and a belief system can be tested and proven obsolete.
Amidst all of the challenging feelings that are coming up for me, I have concluded that feeling good about my decisions is what I need to do.
It is odd how much I focus on what the other person wants and believes, and if they tell a good story, a logical story, I am inclined to say that they deserve a listening. Yet, I too have a story, and this year, when things have wrung false, or I have felt awkward about circumstances, I have stood my ground. I am not easily swayed as I may sometimes think.
When I post again, I shall do so to discuss my plans, centring around my desires and needs.