in conclusion

Sometimes I could feel thrown to the wolves, sometimes I could feel that no amount of trying mattered. I am my own complex bubble of elements making up who I am, and I have to be gentler on my soul. It may take a moment to feel settled again, and to project better. I faced a lot of emotions coming at me at once. What I need to write is a clear statement about what happens now. Clearly a lot of cobweb has been cleared from my mind. I am looking toward much better on every level of my life now. I have had enough of the taking a thimble to a waterfall and saying thank you for sustaining me. I ask now. I get centered and I know to say, hey, yes, I intend on doing many things in my life and here is what I require to do it. Love, commitment,joy,health,money,peace of mind...whatever it is...I am ready and grateful for it all.