some thoughts about thoughts

There is a level of sensuality and delight that I am experiencing and I am aware that feelings like that do not last forever. However, I am beginning to suspect that the very act of such emotions have everything to do with a few well placed ways of seeing, and if my theory is correct, than it can go on and on as long as I narrow my focus. In the past I always believed that a complement or a good feeling coming from someone else, particularly in a romantic setting, was somehow like a trinket, a flower to press in a journal. Or a bit of ribbon to carry close to the heart. Indeed. But there is a part of the experience that I myself attract. Insecurity sometimes seems to be bigger than the good feelings that I exooth. I have made a habit of brooding, and now, I have a more balanced way of viewing my day and my life. So, I know that I send out particular vibes.Now, I know that treating myself with certain cares that I give to others, goes a long way toward a better quality of life, whether someone is in my life or not.