the pillow

The stalling my own efforts that I felt a few days ago is something that I am paying close attention to. I know that I plan and I focus and I get all that I need to get in gear. Yet, something, sometimes other responsibilities, other plans take my mind and abilities away from the attention needed for that goal. What this means is that I have to tighten my discipline even more. Most of all, make my timelines stricter when I see that other things are throwing me off of my goal. This matters to me so much because I find that every year the things that I would really love to see completed, I always put aside in favor of more pressing projects. Of course that makes sense. But now, I find that I want to make the time for them. I have done so in the last two years and covid-19 has helped. But, I got much further and then stopped again! Other things take prescidense. As I have already stated, I am going to really check myself about this! I want to accomplish much more and I have to break through to the other side.