Dis

While I was writing yesterday a few things occured to me and I planned on making note, but I have been running on fumes, doing a book, getting things for my daughter for her graduation and a host of other things. SO thus the title, DIS, as in dissatisfaction. But really, it is 'satisfaction' I have been following up on where my thoughts go. What happens when I make a plan and consider that whatever it is that I want to achieve will happen. Well I am so aware that that doesn't always happen. I am finding that my intentions that I stand behind is key. WHether it is the right timing, I give my best. But I aldo worry that I do too much (absolutely true) Everything that I do does not bring me money right away or for years sometime.So there is a hovering anxiety about supporting myself and yet also feeling wary about what I am doing. Completely overturning the applecart is my consideration now.