haiku

when did we know a glance and everything was out in the open then when did we know I wanted to laugh it was so obvious that I said no. I made an excuse. I said I had no time for it. but my heart raced beyond my abilities to stand firm. it wasn't because I saw the end it was because I saw so much promise promises that I never saw in that way before and it could not be happening things like that, can they really happen? .... I understand now that because nothing is promised, anything is possible if we dare to make it so. I am at that place, and I am elated and terrified to be here. But I rather be here than not be here, because it is not often that such possibilities come up that can lead you to better than you could have imagined. In fact, I said this actually to him...the reality is greater than the imagination in this encounter. When I think of the things I have experienced, I am less terrified. My mind is built for creativity. Everything I can bring toward me is dependent on my capacity to accept it. The things that I desire are real, are done, are there to be done and surpassed. ... Imagine not venturing because of fear of failure. Now that is failure itself.