old is new again

What am I about right now? Of late I find that I have relaxed on some things that can take up a lot of mental fuel. In doing so I have noticed the vacated spot and find myself saying huh, what a lot of real estate that took up in my mind. Now that my focus has shifted, I don't feel as stressed. But what do I feel? A new city is building.A city of my own making built on the doubts I don't see, the insecurities I do and the perennial hope of forever until I am but a memory.