The More

As already mentioned, comparing myself has been helpful because it establishes the thought with me that I can now look at my situation more realistically. There are a lot of sections to these thoughts that can be enjoyable to work on. Building something from nothing is always tantalizing to me. Of late I have been trying to reconcile with my tendency to focus on many things at once. I find it edifying but also energy stealing. I feel that I am not progressing because my chouces are too divided at times. I also put everything into whatever I am doing. That's all well and good, but it makes me feel exhausted when I do not feel that I have managed to get anything out of the effort...for example the book that I am working on now. One thing that I am always satisfied with is my curiosity and conviction that all shall be resolved and accomplished in the end.