valuing

Deciding to do something else is a bit of a risk as new challenges replace the old ones. Yet, staying in the old mindset is just not an option! I am about to have other things to occupy my thoughts, and it shall demand of me much more regard for having my own back. it may feel lonely, but I feel such discomfort and dismay when my salary is very late. I feel such distress when a client keeps me waiting for weeks with a flimsy excuse when I pay helpers before myself...but I understand that I am not the only one challenged by money sometimes. Taking a hard look at the way I spend my time and the outcome of it is one that I have flirted with forever. I believe that I have certain freedoms, and I do. But everything comes at a cost. What would be perfect? I always say that making consistent money would alliviate so much anxiety that I feel.Just knowing that bills and groceries and materials for projects are all handled is the start...that I can plan. That word sounds miraculous. PLAN. PLAN.PLAN. PLAN for tomorrow and the next day and the one after that. That is basic and I have read or heard somewhere that if you only thing of the basic then you cannot attain it. You have to think grander so that you can achieve the basic. I happen to think that there is some truth to that.