EH?

Why am I writing now? I should be asleep. I have an early day tomorrow...yet, I find myself thinking about my ex-husband...nothing specific...just the whole relationship that was and is now. When I think of all of the tumult, I wonder about him. My instincts are telling me that I can reach out to him to help him become less angry....reality shouts, how the hell are you going to do that! Lol. My purpose for wanting that is obvious...my child has to deal with him all of the time.I think to myself, surely there is something I can do? Not fueling his behavior has worked for years. But as stated before, recently he seems to press against mu consciousness, or is it just my wishful thinking? I shall definately return to this train of thought in the future.