Plan D

This week started off with my guns blazing, but without a target. Of cause I thought that I had one, but very soon, I realised that plans I had was not panning out as I hoped. I still feel very optimistic to be here, and very positive about my experiences. I am however a bit impatient. My savings are not limitless, and my plans aren't either, although I consider myself a very creative thinker.
Tonight I am beginning to look at plan D. The thought that I may have to look away from what I know and do.
I have the same hopes as everyone who comes to a new place. I want to get a great form of income that will allow me to live the way that I want to, and to enjoy my life in pursuit of my dreams and goals, knowing that my family are well cared for and can also benefit from the decisions that I make today and in the future.

What is this world but an amalgam of needs and desires. Where do I fit in? What do I do now? How do I proceed? Does it require more education? A move? A change in attitude?
Have I missed the signs? Am I trying hard enough? Do I have what it takes? So many thoughts run through the mind every day.

I continue to push the boundaries of what I know, and I keep looking for new ways to do, and ways to use what I know.