Easter

It is nearly that time of year when I have to adjust my focus. Things come to an end, and I am now expecting my efforts to pay off in the creation of new projects. I just completed another recommendation for someone, and I was reading it back. Of late, I have been thinking about some of the work that I want to achieve from the standpoint of legacy, yes, but also consolidation. By that I mean, I am approached all of the time to help so many people, I ask myself, what about me? How am I taking all of this support and committing it to myself? One excellent thing did come from my week I must stress. I had an opportunity to spend a few hours without distraction going over why I feel so antsy about my plans, and I concluded that I just need to make a proper plan for my projects and start them. Once I do so, I shall find that I wont feel that way anymore. Also, I now realize that last year I was in the throws of some serious work for deadline,and clearly, there is so much more I would like to be doing. Also, my ex (I mean "Y") just sent me a long letter about our child's report and a few typical comments that usually would have gotten me to respond to every sentence he made almost instantly. This time around, I am not even remotely desirous of doing such a thing. I have my own intentions, and it does not serve me to respond or to let him know what they are. I feel such a relief from this choice that I have to write it here. There are other ways to bell a cat, as the saying goes.