Tuesday, November 6, 2007

threshold

The last few days and the last few exchanges with my husband have led me to conclude that I need to spend some time out of contact with him. I have reached a limit. My husband has mislead me, and I need some time to get over how upset I feel.
Last night he tried to sell the idea that "I" should get a job and worry about our daughters' immigration papers after.

This was not our agreement.

He is changing the plan, giving no concern to my feelings, in fact, my view does not factor into his plans whatsoever.

So here is the way that I feel.

My situation feels too stressful, to much is being thrown at me, and I am not feeling good about my situation. So now I must straighten all of this out, in order to feel like myself again.
What I am being told does not suit me. I have been trying to be accomadating to my husband. I now find that he is abusing his authority. So I am taking my life back. My decision counts. My feelings matter. I am in charge of my life, and our daughter is my child and should be with me, her mother.
What I am doing now, I am doing with my own plans in mind.

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